Somtimes,(almost every time) the destiny cheats you...!!! It either gives you way less than what you asked for or way more .....(rarely)..!!!
but in any case,the demand and supply does not match...!!!
I dreamed of being a doctor in college.But when I failed medical entrance,I cursed my destiny.I thought its all over and etc...but today,I am an architect...!!!
not atall as bad as I thought before...but still not a doctor for sure...! I can not cry for not being a doctor throughout my life...I have to keep flourishing my architectural good going career and live life...!!!
Same thing happened about my wish to meet The mastreo...A.R.Rahman...! For almost 5-6 years of my college,I dreamed of meeting him,working with him as music composer,learning from him and many more...I could not even reach at a level which can be called as attempt to meet him.I had no contact,no address,no friend who can help me,I was not capable enough of presenting music to him,I was unaware of his schedule...nothing...!!!
After 5 years of wait,some tries here and there,and looking at his global success,I thought it will be only the dream and never the reality. I concentrated in my architectural field,he kept on becoming hard to meet.....there was no common point where we both could atleast accidently arrive together and i would get chance to atleast see him....!!!
But,this time,destiny has decided to give more than I asked for...!!! The desire which did not happen in 8 years...happened suddenly in last 3 months...! I shifted to auroville,working with an architectural+acoustical unit..And in 2 months,The mastreo called us to design his music school and now we are almost done with it...!!! I met him once in this process , had a coffee with him at his studio , I get regular mails from him , he replies to mine almost immidiately after he gets it...!!! and.....nobody knows...what close relation we will be having in remaining 30 years of my career...!!!
It seems like everything was waiting for a smallest move from a smallest particle of whole game...!!!
Even our office was not in touch with him for last 8 years.
Why did we get call from him exactly after I arrived here???
How come the timing of me being architect & he announcing for music school matched???
Who would have designed the school if I was a doctor???
Why did I meet him as an architect when I had a desperate wish to meet him as a musician???
He is what he is for last 20 years....but I have changed drastically in everything from the moment I wished to meet him...
Then I think.....
Being a doctor , being happy , earning good money , having own consultancy , was my wish....
I am earning good money , I own a consultancy , I earn good money....And I am damn happy...but I am not a doctor...
Similarly , Having coffee with the mastreo , having a chat with him , working with him , presenting my creation to him ...was my wish to be satisfied in life...
I have met him..had coffee with him...I had worked with him , I had presented my creativity before him..and I am damn satisfied...!!!
...................but , I am not a musician...!!!
Somtimes,(almost every time) the destiny cheats you...!!! It either gives you way less than what you asked for or way more rarely..!!!
but in any case,the demand and supply does not match...!!!
Harsha,
ReplyDeleteVery true.
You never know how and when your dream will com true.
Very nice Harsha keep going.